a tired late night moment of pondering with charity mondok

[i_usedtobe]

the world is not so confusing.
what is confusing is the tear between my wants and needs,
what's in my controll and what isnt,

and the clearest route to being at peace with my past decisions.

its hard to think of the future if you are a person who is constantly always caring about the moment or feeling at hand.

it is hard to enjoy simple moments if you are a person who is constantly worrying about the future.

either way, extremes aren't good.

i feel i have tried both, and i do believe the best path is the middle way,
and...
don't hurt my self or others.

if i put my health and others on top priority, then i think this will bring me long term success.

not sacrificing moments for the future or the sacrificing future for moments.....