Mar 20, 2005 17:56
lol we all have abandon livejournal...lol damn that myspace. lmao. well i've decided nOt to and keep informing ppl of my meaningless drama and my routine life. well wk after wk its the same shit...mon-fri...work n school...omg i hate it! i wish i was rich so i could just lay at the beach all day w/ my us weekly and a sour apple martini...ohh how grand! but i cant...>/ bOO! i have to work to pay for my car n shit...how saD! w/e despite all the bitching and complaining i appreaciate life bcuz i know ppl have it a lot worse than i dO.
-its been offcially a wk since things hit the rOof w/ him! n to b honest w/ all of yOu guys...since he n i broke up this wk has been the first time that i feel that i actually have closure. i feel like there is no more of that nonsense that kept me wondering what if? i know that i just dont care anymore and sooner or later he'll be the one wondering what if? i feel like a new person. (corny...i know) but i dO! i dont wanna see him/ here from him/ check his profile/myspace/ i hOpe he doesnt ask any of my friends about me and if he does pleaz dont tell mee...cuz i really dont care. i really didnt want things to end like this...i didnt wanna make any enemies but i am not gonna accept insult from him when i've never said anything bad about him. ( i mean despite the angry break up shit) i've never talk real "shit" about him. i cant believe he'd do that to me. but i should've expected that from him. hes a freaking follower. poser...i just can't stand him @ allllllll!!!! que vOmitO. i;m sO happi that part of my life has finaly reached ita end...=)
-On another nOte: i am veri proud of a certain individual...not mentioning any names...but she has been pretti strong for the past three wks. stronger than any of us ever were/are...so i just wanted to let her know that i am proud of yOu mam! =)
-DR news: please after the ultra rents...we must start to give the down payments for punta cana!!
-friends: thanks for listening to me the wk. i know that i was going balistic on sunday n most of u guys were there to tell me to drop it! n even throughout the wk when some of u were even willing to beat him up...lol (yeileen). thnx for listening cuz i know things get redundent w/ him...i love n appreciate all of u guys for being there. =)
fin! ;D