merri christmas eve! =)
its been a long time since I've actually written in this...well not much has happened since my last entry. Same shit, even more fuking depressed cause christmas is tomorrow, but u wanna know something? I'm not sad that I'm spending christmas "alone" because if you actually think about it none of us are really spending christmas alone. I mean yeah w/e we don't have a boyfriend but I mean since when has christmas been about spending it with just "your b/f"? Honestly, we have our families, and even tho some of us don't really find that fulfilling atleast we have them, we also have each other... lol i mean we are so crazy ass bitches who have some weird ass mood swings and who better to put up w/ it than your friends? I am really appreciative for each and everyone of you guys...seriously i know for the past couple of weeks its been pretty rough for most of us but I know that better days will come. I mean they have too dammit! lol. =) so smile girls!!! its christmas!!! (well almost)
`well earlier this week my mom asked me what I wanted for christmas...n she brought up the usual...cloths, money, etc.etc. but honestly I don't want anything at all. The one thing I want this christmas I can't have... n no its not "HIM" ( dummie!)...its my dad. Its so hard spending my first christmas without him. Its not the same. I used spend christmas eve w/ my mom n the christmas i used to go to my dad's house...n although i'm still gonna do that to go see my grandmother its not the same. i dont know if u know how it feels to go shopping for everyone on christmas and not for your own father? it sux! it feels empty...so i guess thats why i've been feeling so yucky lately. i miss him and times like these make that situation worse.
-on another note: I hope you feel better CinDy!!! i know its hard bcuz you just don't know what to think when things like that come about but just know that you have all of us to fall back on. i < you meng.
` grls: I have christmas cards for all of you guys but i've been working like 12 hr days so I kinda havent had time to mail them...so i'll just give them to you when i c you guys. might b after christmas but its the thought that counts.
`Jova: I just got the presents last nite! Thank you for the cD!!! You are the best!
`Belkys: Hey thank you for you gift!!! Merry Christmas!=)
- Well guys...I hope all of you guys have a merri christmas!!! bye!
.Sunelia.
`well earlier this week my mom asked me what I wanted for christmas...n she brought up the usual...cloths, money, etc.etc. but honestly I don't want anything at all. The one thing I want this christmas I can't have... n no its not "HIM" ( dummie!)...its my dad. Its so hard spending my first christmas without him. Its not the same. I used spend christmas eve w/ my mom n the christmas i used to go to my dad's house...n although i'm still gonna do that to go see my grandmother its not the same. i dont know if u know how it feels to go shopping for everyone on christmas and not for your own father? it sux! it feels empty...so i guess thats why i've been feeling so yucky lately. i miss him and times like these make that situation worse.
-on another note: I hope you feel better CinDy!!! i know its hard bcuz you just don't know what to think when things like that come about but just know that you have all of us to fall back on. i < you meng.
` grls: I have christmas cards for all of you guys but i've been working like 12 hr days so I kinda havent had time to mail them...so i'll just give them to you when i c you guys. might b after christmas but its the thought that counts.
`Jova: I just got the presents last nite! Thank you for the cD!!! You are the best!
`Belkys: Hey thank you for you gift!!! Merry Christmas!=)
- Well guys...I hope all of you guys have a merri christmas!!! bye!
.Sunelia.