life sucks!
tonight was fun.. but i still feel as if my life sucks!
i know this sounds incredibly dramatic and stupid but i feel as if no one loves me.. or even cares about me! that if I were to die right now.. no one would miss me or would even truly care! there are sooo many people that i truly care about but i'm not sure if they return those feelings.. i think i just get on their nerves! THERE IS NO ONE OUT THERE FOR ME! and if there were and i found them.. i would probably just FUCK things up! i mean i know that i would cuz that's what i am.. a fuck up! i wish i knew how people felt! because it seems like everyone hates me right now.. :(
i think im depressed! no.. i know i am, because this isnt me.. i'm usually soo upbeat!
i know this sounds incredibly dramatic and stupid but i feel as if no one loves me.. or even cares about me! that if I were to die right now.. no one would miss me or would even truly care! there are sooo many people that i truly care about but i'm not sure if they return those feelings.. i think i just get on their nerves! THERE IS NO ONE OUT THERE FOR ME! and if there were and i found them.. i would probably just FUCK things up! i mean i know that i would cuz that's what i am.. a fuck up! i wish i knew how people felt! because it seems like everyone hates me right now.. :(
i think im depressed! no.. i know i am, because this isnt me.. i'm usually soo upbeat!