i dont know what to think...
tonight was a lot of fun. its been a while since i updated so i wont really talk about the past few days. they have been okay tho.
tonight austin picked me up and we went to the brewery for dinner. then we went to see FEVER PITCH which is officially may favorite movie ((for now at least)) my friends were seeing some scary movie at the same time so we saw them on the way out. we crammed rach h, magz, em, ally, and jo in the car with us and we went to schoops! we sat there for like over an hour and juuulie and dan WC came to chill with us. we dropped everyone off at EMs house and then austin and i came to my house to just hang and talk a lil bit.
i really didnt want him to leave because im just so scared for tomorrow. my moms taking me to my new doc whos going to give me anti-depressants. just the thought of them scares me so much. i know that i need them and hopefully they will help but at the same time i know they can be linked to suicide which is so scary. im not suicidal in any way so im sure ill be fine but its just so scary to think about.
im talking to korey pound right now... i love him. weve had such a crazyy history and everyone knows we dated like 600 times ((exageration - but oh well - you get the point)) he always manages to make me feel better about myself. i dunno how he does it. austin can tell me 100 times that im beautiful and ill just assume hes saying at because hes my boyfriend and has to. and when korey told me that tonight - well i still dont believe it but it just made me feel a little better.
so - i want everyone to leave me commments - i wanna know how you REALLY feel about me. LJ ppl --> you can leave a commet on your name or annoymously, or non-LJ ppl --> leave an annoymous comment with or without your name.
tonight austin picked me up and we went to the brewery for dinner. then we went to see FEVER PITCH which is officially may favorite movie ((for now at least)) my friends were seeing some scary movie at the same time so we saw them on the way out. we crammed rach h, magz, em, ally, and jo in the car with us and we went to schoops! we sat there for like over an hour and juuulie and dan WC came to chill with us. we dropped everyone off at EMs house and then austin and i came to my house to just hang and talk a lil bit.
i really didnt want him to leave because im just so scared for tomorrow. my moms taking me to my new doc whos going to give me anti-depressants. just the thought of them scares me so much. i know that i need them and hopefully they will help but at the same time i know they can be linked to suicide which is so scary. im not suicidal in any way so im sure ill be fine but its just so scary to think about.
im talking to korey pound right now... i love him. weve had such a crazyy history and everyone knows we dated like 600 times ((exageration - but oh well - you get the point)) he always manages to make me feel better about myself. i dunno how he does it. austin can tell me 100 times that im beautiful and ill just assume hes saying at because hes my boyfriend and has to. and when korey told me that tonight - well i still dont believe it but it just made me feel a little better.
so - i want everyone to leave me commments - i wanna know how you REALLY feel about me. LJ ppl --> you can leave a commet on your name or annoymously, or non-LJ ppl --> leave an annoymous comment with or without your name.