today... sucked.
so ive just found out that with depression comes bad study habits. im getting 2-3 Cs and let say its effecting my alot more then it should. i found out that im getting Cs in my first two classes and i just flipped. hopefully my spanish will go up when my teacher actually puts our grades in the grade book. shes so behind and lazy. but yeah i called my mom and i was just in tears. i was just not having a good day. my mom knows what im going through so she let me come home during 5th period. i went with her to her doctors appt... i just couldnt be in school. my head was spinning and i was just so miserable. i think the only 2 things made me happy were:
1. austin being so amazingly understanding and comforting ((love you baby))
2. everyone telling me how tan i looked ((lame i know.. but it actually made me happy))
im feeling a little bit better now which is good i guess... ive decided that i absoloutly LOVE petar mandich. hes possibly the sweetest guy i know... hes just so - sweet - for lack of a better word.. he asked holly to prom in such a cute way...! im so glad she said yes because i know how badly he wants to go with her. its great. plus now hes got all these crazy ideas... dont ask -- anways, petar if your reading this --> love ya!!
so the ILLINI are playing in the championship tonight!! how exciting! my family is going over to the sterns house.. i think nick is going to be with nikki so MAYYBBEEE austin will come..? he sounded like he didnt want to when i invited him but maybe hell cave because he loves me.
i guess thats about it for now...