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i havent posted for ages, but ive been enjoying myself alot, ive had an amazing time with my girlfriend, jsut hangign out and visiting some really beautiful places. just spending time with her makes me so happy. ive had a wicked time with all my boys, hitting up the blue pool, 'skateboarding' and messing around.
Reading was wicked, we didnt watch many bands, or fuck about as much as last year, but i had a wicked time, and i laughed my ass off most of the weekend.
im goign to newport, which is where i want to go, i got on the course, got a ncie hall bla bla bla, so im moving on the 18th, and im quite excited, but id rather not go if it menas the relationship im in is goign to die out. i know it sounds sad, but thats how i feel.
but despite all this im really pissed off. i dont know how michaela feels about me, or at least abotu what should happen. i really dont get it though, im only moving an hour away, and ive spent countless hours and money just driving up to see her, i mean its a good 40 minute drive, so how the fuck does that change anything. if you love someone, you dont just let something so stupid get in the way. if she means what she said last night then i guess the cracks are tehre, and ill just have to take it on the chin and move on with my life again. its such a fucking shame though, i really did think id found the one.
i guess ill found out soon anyway, and ive rolled with the punches all my life, and therell be many more, so im just gonna stick it out. lifes a fucking joke. word!?
Reading was wicked, we didnt watch many bands, or fuck about as much as last year, but i had a wicked time, and i laughed my ass off most of the weekend.
im goign to newport, which is where i want to go, i got on the course, got a ncie hall bla bla bla, so im moving on the 18th, and im quite excited, but id rather not go if it menas the relationship im in is goign to die out. i know it sounds sad, but thats how i feel.
but despite all this im really pissed off. i dont know how michaela feels about me, or at least abotu what should happen. i really dont get it though, im only moving an hour away, and ive spent countless hours and money just driving up to see her, i mean its a good 40 minute drive, so how the fuck does that change anything. if you love someone, you dont just let something so stupid get in the way. if she means what she said last night then i guess the cracks are tehre, and ill just have to take it on the chin and move on with my life again. its such a fucking shame though, i really did think id found the one.
i guess ill found out soon anyway, and ive rolled with the punches all my life, and therell be many more, so im just gonna stick it out. lifes a fucking joke. word!?