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I try to seem confident, and i usually even convince myself that i am. but, when it boils down to it, i still compare myself to other girls too much for my own good. goodness gracious, girls are ridiculous...

so, i watched related tonight, and i bawled my eyes out. if you don't know what the show is about, it's about these four sisters living in New York....anyway, their mom died like 15 years ago and they are making thanksgiving dinner like she used to make it and they have all these memories. and...it all made me think of my grandma and how much i miss her, and it made me miss being little and having the family together. so, i called one of my big sisters, crying, and told her how much i love her.

i love my twin.

i love my elementary school playground and all the people and memories that come along with that.

i love my God.

i love my family.

i love the boy who loves me. I LOVE DYLAN MARCH. i love him and i want to go to iceland with him. i want to start a church....i want....the future.

i love the one who taught me to be a pilot instead of a passenger.

i love the ones who mock me.

i also love the one who was never afraid to say f*** you to my face.

so, i guess that means i pretty much love everyone is some way or another.

p.s.

vegas.