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Maybe one day my mind will just be still and let me accept happiness as it is, before i ruin it all by questioning my worthiness or the validity of statements...
Especially this. This is a really big something. No use in questioning if I'm worth it. Or if i deserve it. Or worrying about him finally waking up and realizing that I'm not as amazing as he apparantly thinks I am. No use in such thoughts, because this is real. This is God's. And no, God doesn't make mistakes.