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Aug 31, 2004 14:20



My name is Leslie Melaina Cutting. I'm going to be fourteen in November. I've been to many places in my life and I love to travel. But mostly I hate. I've been in love once in my life and never again. It's been a while since then but I have some what moved on and he's now my best friend. I never really met him but I knew it was real. I felt it. But I was scared to tell him my secret concidering I was only 12. We ended up "together" longer than I expected but then an outside force made me tell him. After I did he accepted it. But then this "outside force" came into the rescue when we were having tough times and stole him. They didn't last long but we knew it was finally over for good. Maybe I was young but love isn't a number. I have no true best friends or friends for the matter. (With the exception of some people that I talk to online.) My family is very close to me because my mom refuses to be independent and is convinced that her sisters life is her own too. Yeah so they're family, I get it. But there is no reason to be at there house more than my own. It's fucking insane. My mom also has this thing where she'll yell and yell and yell and then occasionally slap us; and then she'll apologize. It's hilarious when you see it happening. I sat in the kitchen and actually watched the process. I hate my little brother with all my feet. =D He is obnoxious and retarded and loud and just utterly stupid. I'm thinking about selling him on ebay. I enjoy reading, listening to music, and writing. My favorite book so far is A Clockwork Orange. You may hear that a lot but I absolutely adore the book. I have a Ninja Turtles glow in the dark watch that also has neon blue lights because I'm pimp and it costs thirteen bucks. I have a pokemon fetish and I love love love batman. My hair sucks. I have never been to an interesting concert because I'm on lockdown forever-until-im-18. Music helps me breathe. I would love to protest against the corporate peoplez because I WANT TO BE HEARD NIGGA! Woah. That was odd. I've tryed out so many lifestyles but I'm begining to find comfort. I've been a cheerleader, a ghetto chick 'fo sho', a metal head, and now I'm fucking hardxxxxxcore/anti-emo. One of my life goals is to eat Neena's cat Jay because that cat is to sexy-for-earth and the cat walk. THE END
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