ooohhh geeeeezz
one month from today....GRADUATION!!! YAY!!
all of this stress has gotten me sick. i kind of expected it, but it has made me lazy and not want to do anything.
so i've been kind of upset for the past couple days about how shitty people can be. my mom and i were talking yesterday, and i told her how i've only met a few decent people in my life, and i was worried that that's how the rest of my life is going to be....it kind of gave me a gloomy outlook on things. whatever happened to people being normal? or have i just not met the right people? it intrigues me how i don't know how real life is, and i'm extremely anxious to find that meaning, but at the same time how the hell am i supposed to be happy about those certain people who don't care, especially when you thought they did? they don't deserve my sympathy.
at the same time, finding that certain person who you can truly connect with, who you can have frequent 6-hour talks with, who can transform you from being upset to very happy just by being around them, is the kind of person you should hold on to for a lifetime. they will be your savior; they'll show you that there are decent people who exist; that is what makes life all worth while. it's amazing how happy i've become because of you.
i can't wait for my new life to begin. I'M SO FREAKIN EXCITED!!
all of this stress has gotten me sick. i kind of expected it, but it has made me lazy and not want to do anything.
so i've been kind of upset for the past couple days about how shitty people can be. my mom and i were talking yesterday, and i told her how i've only met a few decent people in my life, and i was worried that that's how the rest of my life is going to be....it kind of gave me a gloomy outlook on things. whatever happened to people being normal? or have i just not met the right people? it intrigues me how i don't know how real life is, and i'm extremely anxious to find that meaning, but at the same time how the hell am i supposed to be happy about those certain people who don't care, especially when you thought they did? they don't deserve my sympathy.
at the same time, finding that certain person who you can truly connect with, who you can have frequent 6-hour talks with, who can transform you from being upset to very happy just by being around them, is the kind of person you should hold on to for a lifetime. they will be your savior; they'll show you that there are decent people who exist; that is what makes life all worth while. it's amazing how happy i've become because of you.
i can't wait for my new life to begin. I'M SO FREAKIN EXCITED!!