:: It's always on your mind but you never speak of the name ::
It’s incredible how busy my life has become lately, but in so many ways I absolutely love it. It’s nice to have a real job that I can be excited for and enjoying doing (not to mention one that will help me prepare for graduate school). I easily work 40 hours a week, but I love being there which makes it easier to handle. It is the perfect job for me and that is showing by not only how much I want to be there, but also with how well I am doing. It’s exciting and I know that I can only go up from here as long as I constantly strive to learn more and keep things in perspective.
The only difficulty I’m having is balancing work with school. Once this semester is over I think it will make things a lot easier. But at the end of the day, it feels great to know that I’m working hard like this and in a way I guess growing up a little bit more. I’m excited to see where this all leads and where I’ll be in six months.
Other parts of my life feel good as well. I’m learning more everyday about what I want and need in my life and how to work towards that whether that is with school, friends, religion or relationships. I’m trying to understand more every day what is important and what I want rather than what I think I need. There are things going on that could really get me down and frustrate me, but I have to keep them in perspective. Everything has the potential to build us up as long as we are willing to learn from it. I’m trying to keep that in mind as I struggle with certain people or situations. Ultimately I will walk away a stronger person and I know that.
I’m going to be twenty two in two weeks. I’ve never made a big deal out of birthdays, nor do I plan to this year, I only hope that this next year will be as incredible as this past one was. I hope I can look back one year from now and know that I am overall a better person than I was the year before.
I’m excited for what awaits me.
The only difficulty I’m having is balancing work with school. Once this semester is over I think it will make things a lot easier. But at the end of the day, it feels great to know that I’m working hard like this and in a way I guess growing up a little bit more. I’m excited to see where this all leads and where I’ll be in six months.
Other parts of my life feel good as well. I’m learning more everyday about what I want and need in my life and how to work towards that whether that is with school, friends, religion or relationships. I’m trying to understand more every day what is important and what I want rather than what I think I need. There are things going on that could really get me down and frustrate me, but I have to keep them in perspective. Everything has the potential to build us up as long as we are willing to learn from it. I’m trying to keep that in mind as I struggle with certain people or situations. Ultimately I will walk away a stronger person and I know that.
I’m going to be twenty two in two weeks. I’ve never made a big deal out of birthdays, nor do I plan to this year, I only hope that this next year will be as incredible as this past one was. I hope I can look back one year from now and know that I am overall a better person than I was the year before.
I’m excited for what awaits me.