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i leave on tuesday to start my senior year of college. this might be the last time i ever leave virginia for school. it's not my freshman year where i am unsure of what to expect and yet, now, i have never been more scared in my life.
i can't sleep. i can't think straight. i can't eat. i can't keep up a solid conversation.
i am moving from my home in virginia, full of people i love and call my family to another home in philadelphia, full of people i love and also call my family.
so why can't i stop these negative thoughts running through my mind?
maybe it's because i know what is expected of me and i'm not sure if i will be able to deliver.
i want so badly to be held but, i don't think that i could bare the idea of someone touching me.
don't let this world determine how far you will go,
oh precious girl, this life was meant for you to grow.
i can't sleep. i can't think straight. i can't eat. i can't keep up a solid conversation.
i am moving from my home in virginia, full of people i love and call my family to another home in philadelphia, full of people i love and also call my family.
so why can't i stop these negative thoughts running through my mind?
maybe it's because i know what is expected of me and i'm not sure if i will be able to deliver.
i want so badly to be held but, i don't think that i could bare the idea of someone touching me.
don't let this world determine how far you will go,
oh precious girl, this life was meant for you to grow.