Mar 31, 2008 10:33
i am being very paranoid about my brother coming to my birthday party. hopefully, it will be okay and he will not be rude or scare my friends. it's not like he is a creeper, he just went to a real school and there parties are a bit different than ours.
i stress about the littliest things. i always need to be in control of everything but thats sucks bullshit, you know?
i don't have to be in control. who cares! things just need to go as they go.
on another note laura made a beautiful analogy about relationships and when they dont work.
"think of that person as a work of art at an art gallery. you can stand there, look at it and appreciate it and it can make you think, but in the end it's okay if isn't for you. you don't have to buy it or take it home."
ah, laura, it's nice to have you back.