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Jan 26, 2008 22:27

sitting here kinda feeling abondoned
yes i call them and it's no use
don't you call people back when plans don't work
isn't that what you're suppose to do
uuuugggggghhhhhh
I'm going to look at my grades
they're the only source of comfort in my life
and there is something seriously wrong with that

as my life as a social human being is going down the drain,
my grades get more and more riduculous
100% on chem final 100% on Algebra II final
who does that?
what kind of weirdo am I that I can get a 100 on a chem and Algebra II final
but can't carry a one on one conversation past the boring first questions
why do I feel everyone around me is finding themselves and I forcce myself
into having to sit and wonder If I will ever feel comfortable in my own shoes
If people will every like me

if there is that "special someone" (god I'm so fucking steriotypical!) out there.

god fuck my life, no fuck me that I caused myself to want to fuck my life (that starting to sound kinda weird)
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