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It's not that I have given up on live journal
it's just well
that i have nothing to stay
i stayed in last weekend because i was sick
i'm staying in this weekend because i am sick
i'm in New York next weekend
These past two weeks have been filled to the brim with stupid clubs
(why do we have to be in stupid clubs. I just have say that on the subject of clubs;
well clubs are stupid and if you really admit it, the only real reason why any of
us join clubs is so we can get into a good colledge. fuck colledge. except not. more and more
colledge is like an ok subject to talk about. like colledges look at this year. it just makes me feel old and i hate it)
and i have been practicing with Ms. Ganeles for the spotlight awards comp
on sunday and i'm sick! i have been fine for almost 9 mounths and now
my first comp of the season i had to get sick it just really sucks.
but all of that is besides the piont.
the real piont is that because of all of this i'm only seeing my
minor aquantances that i have in my classes and some of my best firends in the
world i haven't seen in two weeks.
it ridiculous.
On another piont. I am 16 years old
16 fucking years old
and i really don't want to be.
all my life i have wanted to be a cool old teenager
i wannted to be like the teenagers on tv
it seemed that when you were a teenager, you life was perfect
but the thing is
it's not like i have been using the perks of being a teenager to my advantage
i don't really live like that.
basically it sucks to be old. right now atleast.
i go to my borther's rehersales for honk! so that i can get comunity service.
it's a musical about the ugly duckingly and his mother.
the mother is a huge part and i've always wannted to play it.
but i can't
these are programs primarily for middle school students. for kids that don't
have theatre at their school.
me on the other hand
i have "one of the best theater companies" in my school. i put it in quotes because i don't believe it.
I have more fun working the sterio for these reheasales and getting
"Community Service" then I have in any of my real Bye Bye Birdie rehersales.
I sit there and I imagine that i am still in middle school
I imagine that I have no worries and that it wouldn't be weird to be good firends with the
seventh grader and eith grader who both play the mother.
it's like the older i get, the less fun what i'm passionate about gets, because the compitition gets bigger and bigger
and this just goes on the same theme as growing up
in my opinion right now at the minute it sucks.
so there
I guess I did have soemthing to write about
oh and i'm just in a bitter mood about clubs
but i do like them
it's just well
that i have nothing to stay
i stayed in last weekend because i was sick
i'm staying in this weekend because i am sick
i'm in New York next weekend
These past two weeks have been filled to the brim with stupid clubs
(why do we have to be in stupid clubs. I just have say that on the subject of clubs;
well clubs are stupid and if you really admit it, the only real reason why any of
us join clubs is so we can get into a good colledge. fuck colledge. except not. more and more
colledge is like an ok subject to talk about. like colledges look at this year. it just makes me feel old and i hate it)
and i have been practicing with Ms. Ganeles for the spotlight awards comp
on sunday and i'm sick! i have been fine for almost 9 mounths and now
my first comp of the season i had to get sick it just really sucks.
but all of that is besides the piont.
the real piont is that because of all of this i'm only seeing my
minor aquantances that i have in my classes and some of my best firends in the
world i haven't seen in two weeks.
it ridiculous.
On another piont. I am 16 years old
16 fucking years old
and i really don't want to be.
all my life i have wanted to be a cool old teenager
i wannted to be like the teenagers on tv
it seemed that when you were a teenager, you life was perfect
but the thing is
it's not like i have been using the perks of being a teenager to my advantage
i don't really live like that.
basically it sucks to be old. right now atleast.
i go to my borther's rehersales for honk! so that i can get comunity service.
it's a musical about the ugly duckingly and his mother.
the mother is a huge part and i've always wannted to play it.
but i can't
these are programs primarily for middle school students. for kids that don't
have theatre at their school.
me on the other hand
i have "one of the best theater companies" in my school. i put it in quotes because i don't believe it.
I have more fun working the sterio for these reheasales and getting
"Community Service" then I have in any of my real Bye Bye Birdie rehersales.
I sit there and I imagine that i am still in middle school
I imagine that I have no worries and that it wouldn't be weird to be good firends with the
seventh grader and eith grader who both play the mother.
it's like the older i get, the less fun what i'm passionate about gets, because the compitition gets bigger and bigger
and this just goes on the same theme as growing up
in my opinion right now at the minute it sucks.
so there
I guess I did have soemthing to write about
oh and i'm just in a bitter mood about clubs
but i do like them