NOW.
Show is back tonight! (though it's tomorrow morning, for me-whatever...)
MY REASON FOR LIVING! YAY!
I find it pretty hilarious how much I've tried to get into other fandoms lately and failed miserably. For a fleeting moment I thought White Collar was going to really suck me in, and I love the show, and Neil, but I'm not connecting like I thought I would. I also started and abandoned a fic in the Grimm fandom, and had fantasies about writing some kind of epic hurt!Raylan fic for Justified. No dice. So, I'd like to apologize to everyone who friended me a few months ago because of my White Collar fic. Feel free to de-friend if all the SPN stuff is clogging up your f-list. I won't be offended. Lol. I'm sorry but Dean Winchester staked a claim on my brain long ago and apparently he's not fond of visitors. He's like that crazy old guy that lives in a cabin in the woods and shoots a BB gun at the kids who sneak onto his property to pick blackberries. ADORABLE, RIGHT?
Anywhooo. WRT tonight's show, I'm super pumped, but also rather dreading it, considering how 7.15 ended. I'm sure y'all are aware of how fond I am of tormented!Sam etc... Although, I've been giving it some thought, and have decided that if Sam checking out of Hotel Reality means that we get to see Dean angst out completely due to the fact that he finally has absolutely no one and nothing left, and then goes and does something really stupid, like some kind of kamikaze Kill Dick Roman mission, I can endorse that. Especially if Sam snaps out of it somehow and then has to rescue his big brother somehow. Or is that too predictable? I don't know... just, lets get all this Crazy!Sam business out of the way so we can FOCUS ON DEAN AND HIS EPIC MANPAIN OKAE? SHEEESH.
I think I'm gonna go to bed early so I can wake up sooner. Just like at Christmas!
(Eta: watch out for a casting spoiler below, though it's the one that everyone and their pet turtle's heard by now....)