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I miss writing.
I think, maybe I'll use this again.
Been awhile, eh?
Too many people that I've lost touch with, too much going on in my life that I hate. I want a big reset button sometimes, to just reboot everything and get a fresh start. I have too many loose ends to tie up to even list, and those ends just keep weaving into longer and longer threads.
I've got to figure out what it is that I need to do to get my life and everything else back in order. Living paycheck to paycheck supporting my parents isn't exactly my idea of stupendous living.
I wish my parents could curtail their spending, and get their finances in order. It's so close to their reach, but they're always reaching just outside of their means.
I wouldn't mind giving them the extra income I had if I actually had extra income. It's hard, my life. I wish there was a way I could make it simpler without alienating half the people that I know.
Wow, the pictures of me on here are old.
--I guess that's what happens when you don't really update your journal in about 2-3 years.
I know I've said it, but I love you all. I'm sorry I'm such a rotten friend sometimes.
-j
I think, maybe I'll use this again.
Been awhile, eh?
Too many people that I've lost touch with, too much going on in my life that I hate. I want a big reset button sometimes, to just reboot everything and get a fresh start. I have too many loose ends to tie up to even list, and those ends just keep weaving into longer and longer threads.
I've got to figure out what it is that I need to do to get my life and everything else back in order. Living paycheck to paycheck supporting my parents isn't exactly my idea of stupendous living.
I wish my parents could curtail their spending, and get their finances in order. It's so close to their reach, but they're always reaching just outside of their means.
I wouldn't mind giving them the extra income I had if I actually had extra income. It's hard, my life. I wish there was a way I could make it simpler without alienating half the people that I know.
Wow, the pictures of me on here are old.
--I guess that's what happens when you don't really update your journal in about 2-3 years.
I know I've said it, but I love you all. I'm sorry I'm such a rotten friend sometimes.
-j