Longest of Longs.
I really haven't updated in the longest of fucking times.
School is within 3 days now, and I'm assuming it's going to be like every other year. I get all excited to go, because I've missed everyone along the summer that I haven't seen much, and school just seems to bring everyone together to raise hell.But, those first few weeks.. maybe even that first month or so, sucks anally.(two l's? ahh..who cares.)
Then, people tend to get anxious and start causing tons of drama,
which lead to common blow outs, and little secrets.
I haven't even touched my summer reading book.And this year, I've seemed to destroy all of my clothes.. which actually is upsetting, and exciting.
I love shopping. Maybe even more so now, because I'm not able to do it as much as I use to.But, more or less- I love shopping.I love owning things.It's a control issue, that actually runs in my family lol.
October will come, and I'm going to be extremely busy, with my Mom's store, and getting involved with school and such.October through Febuary are usually the months that everyone has things going on, including me.
I really hope there's new kids that come to our school,
and a curtain few people leave.
I kinda miss being stupid, and not knowing much ..like, Freshman year.
That was a very good year.Loved meeting new people.Now it seems like sucha drag to wake up every morning, because everytime I go to those people, I'm almost invisible.And since when, have I ever felt invisible?...
Well, to top off everything, (well.. not really. I'm just trying to change subjects) It's Roger's 18th Birthday.I vaguely remember a year from now, I can't lie.It all seemed a lot more, fun.. and distracting.Now it's like, everything I think about.. relates to something else.I fucking hate it.
Anyways, this School year..I'm practically LOOKING drama in the face, and laughing with it.. actually, beating the fuck out of it, and making it cry..if it possibly ever did.
This year, I'm willing to go to all ends, to make my highschool year,
FUN.. and something that I can be proud of, like.. getting into college?
School is within 3 days now, and I'm assuming it's going to be like every other year. I get all excited to go, because I've missed everyone along the summer that I haven't seen much, and school just seems to bring everyone together to raise hell.But, those first few weeks.. maybe even that first month or so, sucks anally.(two l's? ahh..who cares.)
Then, people tend to get anxious and start causing tons of drama,
which lead to common blow outs, and little secrets.
I haven't even touched my summer reading book.And this year, I've seemed to destroy all of my clothes.. which actually is upsetting, and exciting.
I love shopping. Maybe even more so now, because I'm not able to do it as much as I use to.But, more or less- I love shopping.I love owning things.It's a control issue, that actually runs in my family lol.
October will come, and I'm going to be extremely busy, with my Mom's store, and getting involved with school and such.October through Febuary are usually the months that everyone has things going on, including me.
I really hope there's new kids that come to our school,
and a curtain few people leave.
I kinda miss being stupid, and not knowing much ..like, Freshman year.
That was a very good year.Loved meeting new people.Now it seems like sucha drag to wake up every morning, because everytime I go to those people, I'm almost invisible.And since when, have I ever felt invisible?...
Well, to top off everything, (well.. not really. I'm just trying to change subjects) It's Roger's 18th Birthday.I vaguely remember a year from now, I can't lie.It all seemed a lot more, fun.. and distracting.Now it's like, everything I think about.. relates to something else.I fucking hate it.
Anyways, this School year..I'm practically LOOKING drama in the face, and laughing with it.. actually, beating the fuck out of it, and making it cry..if it possibly ever did.
This year, I'm willing to go to all ends, to make my highschool year,
FUN.. and something that I can be proud of, like.. getting into college?