every now and then, but only for good cause
i went to brekenridge over rodeo. yeah that's right, sam was in the snow. freezing her ass off...all thanks to some weird guys that ride around on horses or smack some bulls ass to make them jump higher. gotta love it Ü
//i actually really truly missed everyone while i was gone\\ i don't know what i would have done if my dad came, but it was bad enough being there with my mom and my brother. i survived, and am as good as new.
all you guys better call me to do something soon because i haven't hung out with a lot of you in a while. call my cell phone. 5483683 if you wanna do something k? that will only be the number for a while though because my mom is changing out plan or service or something, so i'm going to have a new number soon, i'll let you all know when i get it.
::::so before i left, i had some of that crazy time when everything just clears up and you begin to realize everything that you've been trying to make youreself believe is a lie. (my last few entries make me sick to read now) because i can't believe how lonely i made myself sound, when really, i have never really been alone. there has always been someone there. i just didn't realize it because it wasn't in the form of a boyfriend, signifigant other, or may or may not have had a penis. weird i know::::
YEAH SAM HAD A MOMENT OF TRUE THINKING!!!!
keep your ass in your fucking seat!!
//i actually really truly missed everyone while i was gone\\ i don't know what i would have done if my dad came, but it was bad enough being there with my mom and my brother. i survived, and am as good as new.
all you guys better call me to do something soon because i haven't hung out with a lot of you in a while. call my cell phone. 5483683 if you wanna do something k? that will only be the number for a while though because my mom is changing out plan or service or something, so i'm going to have a new number soon, i'll let you all know when i get it.
::::so before i left, i had some of that crazy time when everything just clears up and you begin to realize everything that you've been trying to make youreself believe is a lie. (my last few entries make me sick to read now) because i can't believe how lonely i made myself sound, when really, i have never really been alone. there has always been someone there. i just didn't realize it because it wasn't in the form of a boyfriend, signifigant other, or may or may not have had a penis. weird i know::::
YEAH SAM HAD A MOMENT OF TRUE THINKING!!!!
keep your ass in your fucking seat!!