the essence of emo.
it's nine:eleven.
////////i don't really have anything new to say.
i'm just...very confused and disappointed in some people. and in myself. i dont really know what my own mind is thinking anymore. it makes me really scared for days to come. i'm not used to spending them alone like this, or losing the battle that's gotten me here.
valentine's day will be interesting. let me know if you're looking for a valentine too. because i sure am and i only know of a few others who are. we're weird. and alone. we're weird loners. and we don't really care. okay, well i do sort of. but only me. it's always only me, maybe i should be the lettuce alone tisha. i'll be the lettuce banana. or the banana alone. even though it doesn't work like lettuce does.
so the boys on my "to do list" haha, is depleating. everytime i think i may be going somewhere with one of them, shit happens, and nothing happens. and then we're jsut left with little shit nothings that really do nothing for someones social life. too bad that some of the guys i have little things for i don't know or something. it's kind of upsetting. but then again, what doesn't upset me lately?
i'm sad and i need some cheering up. try!!!!
///////it may help something.
<3
sweet dreams ya'all.
////////i don't really have anything new to say.
i'm just...very confused and disappointed in some people. and in myself. i dont really know what my own mind is thinking anymore. it makes me really scared for days to come. i'm not used to spending them alone like this, or losing the battle that's gotten me here.
valentine's day will be interesting. let me know if you're looking for a valentine too. because i sure am and i only know of a few others who are. we're weird. and alone. we're weird loners. and we don't really care. okay, well i do sort of. but only me. it's always only me, maybe i should be the lettuce alone tisha. i'll be the lettuce banana. or the banana alone. even though it doesn't work like lettuce does.
so the boys on my "to do list" haha, is depleating. everytime i think i may be going somewhere with one of them, shit happens, and nothing happens. and then we're jsut left with little shit nothings that really do nothing for someones social life. too bad that some of the guys i have little things for i don't know or something. it's kind of upsetting. but then again, what doesn't upset me lately?
i'm sad and i need some cheering up. try!!!!
///////it may help something.
<3
sweet dreams ya'all.