this is making me feel any better.

[i_scare_myself]

every night gets worse. i'm really sorry.

fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. with those cobwebs, no one's getting out without being this down.

i have to go to an ice skating try out. and my knee really hurts and my elbow. wish me luck i guess. i'm leaving sunday. i don't know what time i'm getting back today so call my cellphone nina.

done.