well well
so, i havent been on this thing for quite some time now...actually one year ago on this date. no i didnt do it on purpose lol. i am bored, it's summer and my boyfriend is overseas, so i figured i would write to...well myself, just to keep busy! today i...cut my hair!!!!!!!!!! it's sooooo short and i am scared to like it, i have never had short hair!!! Correction, yes i did have it when i was 3, never again until...now. Not by choice btw, the lady screwed up, i said under shoulder but i guess that translated into OVER shoulder. UGH. Hair grows i know but i have nothing else to do i am allowed to bitch! =) Anyways, i did my nails and they're pretty too. I attempted to clean my closet but i think it will take more than a day, bcuz when i start cleaning i have to make it emmaculate, either that or nothing lol. I need to work on 3 things this summer, my job (considering i get one), my tan!!! ( i am no longer "waterpolo season pretty tanned" and i hate it), and my weight. No i dont think i am fat or anything, i just wanna tone up cuz since season ended i havent really exercised and i feel all my muscles turning into jello-like blobs. eew lol. plus when i exercise ( i know its corny) but i feel better about everything, and it gives me energy. I recorded summer catch and down to you, and a couple episodes of House ( i love house!) so when i wake up today at 4am ( been doing that lately dont know why) i wont have to watch paid programming. Cella called! woop, i might hang out with her tonight, doing girl stuff u know talking and getting fat eating ice cream. hehe i love ice cream!!!! gelato works too. I miss my bookins i really do, he's been gone for only a day and im a wreck, i cant wait til he calls tonight, hopefully he will. but i want him to have fun tho, its cancun and it should be awesome! but since i am here alone, i have to right to be a little selfish!! hehe. i want him alll for meeeee. what can i say? thats what love does to you. AHHH i wrote alot. YAY cella is coming over! maybe i'll write again tommrow, we'll see. BYEBYE