i miss her
and i want her backshe was good to me and good for me, only now do i realize when shes gone, that i caN trust her. it was me who didnt want to trust her. i was too stuck in the past and i didnt think i could get over it. but i did and im not even with her anymore
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you know, even if its not going to change anything, you just need to call her/email her.. contact her and tell her your side or whatever is going on and let her decide from there on. because if she decides not to believe you, thats her own fault and she's losing something worthwhile just because of her own ignorance.
you should come hang with me and john. i'm going to be getting surgery in about a week, so i'm afraid that the list of things we can go do is drastically limited. maybe you can just come over here and hang out with us.
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shes been told my side, but were broken up now, and i just dont know what i want anymore. too much confusing shit. thats why im reclusing myself to my house with my friends. get over her and never hear from her. shit tears me up inside, and its unbearable. the other night i was laying on my bed/couch and seriously just wanted to die. i wanted to straight up shoot myself. but i feel like that alot, i get used to it. when im around people, im good. alone, no.
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