Feb 12, 2007 21:35
I'm usually fine with this holiday, but this time... it feels weird to be near other people. Marona always seemed to enjoy it enough with just the two of us, but this is the first time I'll be spending it with others. Not that I want to have a Valentine I was always Marona's anyway, but she says I have to send gifts and cards to friends. Really Marona, it's such a waste of time. I'm not good with writing out how I feel.
...In any case, does anyone have any spare sheets of paper? We need them to write letters.
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This holiday reminds me a lot of Jasmine. I guess only an idiot would fall in and out of love with a married woman, especially when she's the wife of your best friend and mother to your "little sister". ...She would always give everyone chocolates and tell them that she loved them, even if they weren't family members. Mom used to do that when I was little.
Maybe I just missed that kind of feeling. I've grown since then. As long as Marona's safe and happy, I don't need anything else to feel happy. ...Even if she one day decides to move on.
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...Hey, Adell. Can I ask you something privately?