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i stumbled upon this GIF in my account today and FUCK. i felt so overwhelmingly sad. this is one of my most favourite favourite Dean/Cas moments and it hurts my soul to think about don't ever change now, CUZ LOOK WHAT THEY'VE DONE TO YOUR BB ANGEL, DEAN, look what you did to him!
and then, like that wasn't enough, I read somewhere that when someone asked Misha about Cas, during their photo-ops thing (at the Nashcon), he said that HE WANTS CAS TO BE SAVED, AND THEN CRY IN DEAN'S LAP. I JUST CANNOT GUYS! WHY DO I WANT THIS WHEN I KNOW IT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DEAL WITH THIS I JUST CAN'T!
