i'm the hero of the story, don't need to be saved [EP]

Mar 29, 2011 22:07

                                

Title: i'm the hero of the story (don't need to be saved)

Subject/Pairing: contains a lot of Mark/Eduardo, but very much Mark-centric. (The Social Network)

Disclaimer: surely the copious amounts of angst is proof enough that this has got nothing to do with the real Mark (or Eduardo)?

Notes: post-deposition (except maybe the first song). 7 tracks. dedicated to this flawless fandom and it's amazing writers for giving me so many feeeelings. and to Jesse Eisenberg, for saying so much with just his eyes. life-ruiner.


Summary: It’s not like his life isn’t perfect. He knows that. He has everything he ever wanted (and more). He has Facebook. He has the world by it's ass, the mess he made, long forgotten (everyone knew, and no one did). He's only 26 (when did he get so old?), he is a billionaire (it was never about the money), he has 500 million friends (he finds it kind of funny, he finds it kind of sad) and he never lets himself miss him, the easy friendship (few people have the patience to listen to his silence) or regret not having someone to tell him when he goes too far, no one dares now (no one cares now) or think about 0.03% and i was your only friend and wounds buried so deep they never healed (he didn't deserve him, anyway) or want to go back and do it differently (he knows he doesn't want it. he can't. but he wants so badly to want it that it makes no difference at all.)



one. the outsider. marina & the diamonds.

People are connecting
Don't know what to say
I'm good at protecting
What they want to take

These people are weird in here
And they're giving me the fear
Just because you know my name
Doesn't mean you know my game

All I know is I cannot pretend
So I'm sitting on the outside again



two. lonely feeling (to be lonely). brainstorm.

Driving fast, as fast as I can
Or sitting quietly on the windowsill.
You've got all and nothing
Just put no more loneliness on my bill.



three. the boy who blocked his own shot. brand new.

If it makes you less sad I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you are, I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad we'll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile I already know that I am.



four. attack. 30 seconds to mars.

I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, or give up what I
Started and stopped it, from end to beginning



five. hero. regina spektor.

I'm the hero of the story
don't need to be saved.



six. sawdust & diamonds. joanna newsom.

And though it may be madness, I will take to the grave
Your precious longface.



seven. re:stacks. bon iver.

This is not the sound of a new man
or a crispy realization.
It is the sound of the unlocking
and the lift away.
Your love will be
Safe with me.



.ZIP

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  • this is what these boys do to me, i fancy myself a writer now! D: D: D:
  • the boy who blocked his own shot is so perfect for mark/eduardo my heart just aches.

  • please comment if downloading.

  • do not share the zip file elsewhere.

  • do not alter or repost the pictures on tumblr/fanpop/etc.
  • enjoy! :D


resources: yumi-ikotwo-percent.net and rawr-caps.

v is a doofus, v resides permanently on denial island, v is slowly going insane, what is my life?, jesse makes neurosis appealing to me, my feelings. let me show u them, v is ecstatic, mark/eduardo: the angst. it kills, fanmix, doomed to ship doomed couples, feel free to lol @ the shit i wrote, v is babbling again, v is a rabid fangirl, that epic facebook movie, v is going to regret this, see that? its called otp, madness

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