The show is killing my ship!
Yes, Im aware Im overreacting, but after 2 agonisingly long weeks, this is what we get??!!!
I hate how they make it seem that Dean cares very little for Cas. I hate it. He does, right, right, guys? *bawls* I cant believe im saying this but, right now, Sam/Cas makes more sense,(I fucking loved that scene with them) even Dean/Crowley (which still painfully reminds me of how dean/cas used to be). I know its the fucking apocalypse and the writers dont care for ~love stories but this is just bad writing. The Dean/Cas connection is canon. Isnt it? Now Im beginning to believe its all in my head. D:
I know Dean is emotionally retarded and I know, he's not the kind to get all sappy and emotional and I did not want him to go "yay! my boyfriend is back", not with Bobby and Sam in the same room, not on the phone, not when they have more pressing issues at hand, but Dean's insensitivity made me wince in that first scene. Where was the sadness and concern, all this while, if he thought Cas was dead?!!!!
And I know Cas had a few things to apologise for, to Dean, but I wanted an apology from Dean. I dont think Cas wasnt in the wrong, (except beating Dean to pulp) he was right, Dean didnt say ~yes, technically, but he thought about it, he wanted to, he'd made up his mind to, that was the betrayl. And Cas almost died for him, AGAIN. Where's the gratitude? Where's my heart to heart? I was scared they'd make light of it all and give us a few words and a hand on the shoulder and be done with the reunion, but this was worse, it was done on a fucking phone!!!!
Where is my hug?!!
But ngl, I squeed a little too, Im just such a pathetic little dean/cas shipper. There were bits where the sincerity and awkwardness of it all touched me, (I love these boys so much, it hurts!) but overall, it left me dissatisfied and pissed and....
Ok, maybe not, cuz CAS IS BACK!!
I almost cried tears of happiness. How I'd missed him! <33 And I love how he was all BAMF, kicking ass, saving the boys, dude doesnt need Heaven to be awesome, its ALL him.
That said, I DO NOT WANT HUMAN! CAS. I know it makes for interesting storytelling, and this kinda gives me hope that he'd survive the finale and be in S6... but I love angel!Cas, I love that he's diffferent, not of this world. And what worried me the most that he's well on his way to The End!Cas. We saw the drinking, and in this episode, with all the talk of needing pain meds and feeling useless, he painfully reminds me of future!Cas. Cas wont be happy as a human, I think we all know that, it will be a moving journey, and easier to integrate with the boys' in S6, but I cant deal with it... even though we all knew it was coming.
God, please recharge Cas' batteries!
Pestilence I liked, he cleaned up nice, and he was suitably cold and threatening. I wish the show had given us an episode focussing on him and Death seperately, instead of all the filler ones we got.
Crowley was awesome as ever. I really hope he survives the finale, I need him in S6 too now. Bobby/Crowley is officially the most canon slash couple on the show now, lol. I loved that he gave Boby his legs back, even though he tricked him. He's just such a cunning, cowardly bastard, lol. I love him.
Now Bobby's little scene with Cas pissed me off! Cas didnt deserve it, and Bobby going all "are you really going to bitch to me?" made me want to cut a bitch. I feel bad for Bobby, losing his legs, his wife all over again, its been hard for him, but no way his suffering is bigger than Cas', he was a fucking angel, for so fucking long, he cant even imagine his frustration and helplessness. And what was so annoying about what Cas said anyway? Not cool, Bobby... ever heard of empathy?
NOW CAN SOMEONE ON THE SHOW PLEASE HUG THE POOR ANGEL! D:
Im disappointed with how easily they stopped the Croatoan virus from spreading and becoming a big deal, awful of me, I know, but I wanted some apocalyptic shit to happen. But that scene was well done. And Cas with a gun is hot!
SAM, I LOVED! <3 I love the level of self-awareness he's reached, not even Dean has that. And unlike last season, he isnt drunk on power, over-confident, he isnt deluding himself into thinking that he is strong enough, but he wants to try, and do what needs to be done. And I kinda like that its going to be all about him in the end. Even though I wonder what happened to "the righteous man who started it all be the one to end it". Hmm...
Also, Im sad we might not get to see Mark's Lucifer again. D:
The scene with Dean and Death, yes, the best Ive seen on the show, in long long time. It was stylish, creepy and crisp. Jensen was fucking brilliant in this scene. Death is my favourite horseman now, the actor they chose was perfect, gaunt, menacing, exuding that unsettling calm and confidence. I like the idea of Death being older than God, being more powerful than Lucifer, being a ~neutral force, being resentful of the devil keeping him on a leash. The show impressed me here!
For a while, I really thought that Dean had finally come to a place where he could see that the world was more important than his brother, and be strong enough to let go of him if it saves the world, I want this to happen so badly, for Dean especially, but turns out, he was lying to Death. Bah.
Random but ~O DEATH is awesome, Ive loved the song for a while now, but seeing it on the show made me squee.
Misha's tweets, omg, the man's so awesome, I refuse to believe he's even real, lol! Oh and he didnt break character, many were wondering if he will!
Who's that guy in the bed? He looks smart. And really muscular. http://itwev.com/UL2cl #supernatural about 3 hours ago via iTweeVee
LOLOL! <3