i seem to have become a housewife
dan has started work. he gets up at between half 2 and 3 in the morning, kisses me goodbye at 4 and i dont see him until about 3. he comes home, collapses and is in bed for between 7 and 8.
on one hand i am happy that he is earning money and we wont be arrested for not paying the council tax.
on the other, i miss him. i am aware that this is all in a good cause and that we will be able to spend quality time together on his next day off.
it just makes me sad.
and lonely.
because i dont have any friends close by. (although i did meet another pregnant woman who lives up the road through doing avon).
also, cleaning the house sucks. i dont want to get mad because dan left a mug in the lounge again but theres really nothing else to care about right now. plus, i dont know if you've noticed but things just do not stay clean.
im thinking of asking dan to elope just to break the monotony.
on one hand i am happy that he is earning money and we wont be arrested for not paying the council tax.
on the other, i miss him. i am aware that this is all in a good cause and that we will be able to spend quality time together on his next day off.
it just makes me sad.
and lonely.
because i dont have any friends close by. (although i did meet another pregnant woman who lives up the road through doing avon).
also, cleaning the house sucks. i dont want to get mad because dan left a mug in the lounge again but theres really nothing else to care about right now. plus, i dont know if you've noticed but things just do not stay clean.
im thinking of asking dan to elope just to break the monotony.