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i feel like i've been on a comedown for about a week, though i have not taken any drugs.
work was really difficult to handle, i just passed the upset thing & my frowning face off as part of getting over being sick.
i met up with rachel today for drinks & i felt like such an arsehole. the idea of meeting with her was to talk about stuff, you know like best-friends do, but i just couldn't speak. i can't really be arsed with anything & i think it's making people hate me, i barely spoke to my parents the whole time i was home.
also i've not been eating much, but i just don't feel like it, i tried to eat a pizza earlier but it was just vile.
i'm just going to resort to a life of sitting on my computer with some drink & fags.
task for the rest of the week : hold down a meal.
work was really difficult to handle, i just passed the upset thing & my frowning face off as part of getting over being sick.
i met up with rachel today for drinks & i felt like such an arsehole. the idea of meeting with her was to talk about stuff, you know like best-friends do, but i just couldn't speak. i can't really be arsed with anything & i think it's making people hate me, i barely spoke to my parents the whole time i was home.
also i've not been eating much, but i just don't feel like it, i tried to eat a pizza earlier but it was just vile.
i'm just going to resort to a life of sitting on my computer with some drink & fags.
task for the rest of the week : hold down a meal.