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look i know it's kinda long...but i would appreciate it if you read my thoughts for a moment
what if your life was boring...like not how it is right now but with out anything in it, in the complete duldrums. no foriegn languages to learn, no t.v. to entertain, no trees to make friends with, and nothing remotely interesting. Without people like Confucious or Martin Luther to contradict. And no more rafford clan or lawson or high on the gym fumes emily. if every one of my very best friends was gone what would i do. what would i do without ana, lawson, or meg's depressing writing to read over and over. what would i do without my creativity. without my paints, my pencils, my camera. without a goal to strive to, no beauty to strive towards. no brittany to show you how you need to do your hair. no julia to tell you that you couldn't be anymore perfect. no meagan to make you feel better about your self. o yes lets go on a vacation to pergatory and have a time. no. how is it that we adjust to this life that we live every day? take a look from the outside world. what are they doing going to shows? what are they doing walking around in that book store. they almost got hit by a car. how can they think this to be fun? what is it that interests us about the life that we lead, and what if it just decided to up in leave? what would i do? what would we all do?
this is more for me than you..