Long time, no post!
Ok, sorry the subject is super corny, but I guess it just matches my sense of humor. I just had a hint of nostalgia for my livejournal days and decided to read all of my past posts. Wow, so many typos. I would like to apologize to anyone who had to decipher among the numerous mistakes I made. As an excuse for the plethora of typo's, I wrote every one of my entries as a stream of consciousness. From now on, I am making a solemn promise to all of my readers (i'm sure there are so many of you considering I haven't written in about 3 years) that I will proofread before posting.
So, there are a few days left before I return to college in the land of Virginia. I'm in southern Louisiana, currently. I'm also on the downward end of a caffeine high, so if this post gets less interesting as it goes on, it's indeed justified.
I have broken up with the boyfriend that I mentioned in nearly every one of my previous entries. He turned out to be a changed man with one year of college under his belt and I suddenly was no longer a part of his life plan. Oh well, he was tough to get over, but after a few rude experiences with him after the breakup, I find myself free from any desire to be in his presence. It's a very liberating feeling.
Also, I noticed that I mentioned my love for winn-dixie quite a few times in my entries. I also noted my "animated friend" (name Jodi, sorry I was so elusive with names and such. My mother had me brainwashed at that point in time that there were awful people that would find out everything about me from my entries who would then proceed to find me, rape me, and then kill me leaving my friends and family to mourn my brutal death. Cheery, right? I mean, I'm sure there are people like that out there, but they'd have to do an awful lot of searching to even get my name) and I used to scope out the guys who worked at our nearby winn-dixie. I recall us calling each other up after our weekly trips to the grocery, just to giggle and plan our first moves...none of which we would actually follow through with. Ironically enough, though, this current summer I applied for a job at winn-dixie and worked there. Not only for the cute guys, who were now younger than me, but whatever, but for the wonderful feeling that I usually get when going to winn-dixie. Making some money in order to make payments on my student loans also added to the incentive. However, one very good-looking guy did work at the store. And then I had a few conversations with him while he would bag the groceries that I scanned. I discovered that he was not only cute, but funny and entertaining, easy to talk to, and close to my age. Needless to say, he thought some of the same things about me, and we are now dating. Because of that last little fact, I am currently the happiest girl in the world. My boyfriend is amazing and I wish I had more time with him before I leave to go back to college. I'm probably crazy for entering into a long distance relationship again, but he's willing and we have such great chemistry, so I figure why the hell not. I'm not going to end a good thing just because of a few miles (ok, more like 1000, but whatever).
So, wish me luck with that. I'm really looking forward to our relationship though. He really is amazing.
Speaking of the reason for the long distance, I miss school. I never ever in my life thought that those words would come through my fingertips and onto a digital screen, but look, there they are! I think I just miss the independence intertwined with interdependence among friends. The work i don't really miss, but the educational part is the main point of attending, so it must be done.
Ok, well I had nice little trip down memory lane. It was like a time capsule of the summer before my junior year of high school, a major turning point in my life. I hope whoever is reading enjoys my quirkiness, or for a more educated sounding term, my idiosyncrasies.
By the way, to sate my curiosity, anyone who does read this, would you mind leaving a comment, any kind of comment whatsoever i don't care, and it doesn't matter who you are, I just want to know if anyone is reading. You can be completely anonymous.
So, there are a few days left before I return to college in the land of Virginia. I'm in southern Louisiana, currently. I'm also on the downward end of a caffeine high, so if this post gets less interesting as it goes on, it's indeed justified.
I have broken up with the boyfriend that I mentioned in nearly every one of my previous entries. He turned out to be a changed man with one year of college under his belt and I suddenly was no longer a part of his life plan. Oh well, he was tough to get over, but after a few rude experiences with him after the breakup, I find myself free from any desire to be in his presence. It's a very liberating feeling.
Also, I noticed that I mentioned my love for winn-dixie quite a few times in my entries. I also noted my "animated friend" (name Jodi, sorry I was so elusive with names and such. My mother had me brainwashed at that point in time that there were awful people that would find out everything about me from my entries who would then proceed to find me, rape me, and then kill me leaving my friends and family to mourn my brutal death. Cheery, right? I mean, I'm sure there are people like that out there, but they'd have to do an awful lot of searching to even get my name) and I used to scope out the guys who worked at our nearby winn-dixie. I recall us calling each other up after our weekly trips to the grocery, just to giggle and plan our first moves...none of which we would actually follow through with. Ironically enough, though, this current summer I applied for a job at winn-dixie and worked there. Not only for the cute guys, who were now younger than me, but whatever, but for the wonderful feeling that I usually get when going to winn-dixie. Making some money in order to make payments on my student loans also added to the incentive. However, one very good-looking guy did work at the store. And then I had a few conversations with him while he would bag the groceries that I scanned. I discovered that he was not only cute, but funny and entertaining, easy to talk to, and close to my age. Needless to say, he thought some of the same things about me, and we are now dating. Because of that last little fact, I am currently the happiest girl in the world. My boyfriend is amazing and I wish I had more time with him before I leave to go back to college. I'm probably crazy for entering into a long distance relationship again, but he's willing and we have such great chemistry, so I figure why the hell not. I'm not going to end a good thing just because of a few miles (ok, more like 1000, but whatever).
So, wish me luck with that. I'm really looking forward to our relationship though. He really is amazing.
Speaking of the reason for the long distance, I miss school. I never ever in my life thought that those words would come through my fingertips and onto a digital screen, but look, there they are! I think I just miss the independence intertwined with interdependence among friends. The work i don't really miss, but the educational part is the main point of attending, so it must be done.
Ok, well I had nice little trip down memory lane. It was like a time capsule of the summer before my junior year of high school, a major turning point in my life. I hope whoever is reading enjoys my quirkiness, or for a more educated sounding term, my idiosyncrasies.
By the way, to sate my curiosity, anyone who does read this, would you mind leaving a comment, any kind of comment whatsoever i don't care, and it doesn't matter who you are, I just want to know if anyone is reading. You can be completely anonymous.