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oh wow...friday was one of the best nights I've had in a long LONG time.
so craig called about 3 and we decided to meet at 6 and go up to augusta to do some shopping. he wanted some more button ups but he ended up getting some girl pants wich looked really good on him i might add. we ended up going to old navy pac sun the gap and ae. which was a LOT of fun. they have this couch in ae in the middle of the store and at first we just sat there to test it out but we ended up sitting there for like an hour just talking and it was really kind of romantic in a way and to be honest it was one of the best time i've ever had and i hope he knows that. then all of a sudden this guy comes in with a BRIGHT BRIGHT yellow shirt and BRIGHHHTTT red wind pants. he was asain and it was just the funniest thing everrr.
then after that we got in his car and drove back to fairfield. we had to stop at his moms house so we could get his bass. he's actaully really good. he said he whatever he played was just luck and that it was a one time thing and i thought that was pretty cute. we ended up talking about starting a band together or in his case a side project since he's already in one. where i'll be doing clean vocals and hell be doing screaming probably base. but it's going to be really different but great. we want it to sound trashy like daughters but then again completely different because of the female voice. since he's one of the best writers i know and i'm very good myself that won't be a problem and i just LVOE his voice i really do think it's amazing.
after that we went to wal mart..my god i haven't laughed that hard in soooo fucking long. idk what was so funny about it but there was this parking spot that had a cart in it..and instead of getting out and moving it he just sorta pushed it with his car..and to me that's just something you don't do and it cracked me up histaricaly to the point were i was crying. i mean..wow it was just so funny..then we went inside and bought a hair straightener because he needed a new one or something and then we get in the car and we start to leave the parkinglot and we notice this guy just standing there...like in the dark on the side of the road so we ride by.. kinda laughing because.. he was just standing there..and so i was like you should turn around and beep at him..and he turnes around and we start driving up on him reallllly really slow and once we got close enough we beeped the horn and took of really fast i mean..i just about died laughing..it was great..we have so much fun together..
then we went to hannahford to cash his check and dunkun doughnuts so he could get a coffee then we headed to the movies. we saw emily rose it was one of the best movies i've seen in a long time and scary might i add. not only was he scared but i was out of my seat for awhile. but really scared but just..fjsldjg freaky creepy kinda and i admit it got me. but all in all it was really good. then he took me home and we gave me a hug and getting a hug at the end of the night from anyone just makes me really happy and well i like his hugs..
but yeah i had a really good time one of the best i've had in a while
dating though just sucks...
i don't know if i want to start a relationship again or not
i really want to..but i want it to be with the right person. i mean craig would be great if one. he didn't have such a bad repuation with women and two. he didn't drink..its too bad too because we get along so well together about everything and he's so smart
but idk dating has so many advantages..no emotional crap that my last bf just killed for me. and its nice just going out and seeing with you want and whos different and having a good time..even though i already know what i want..but id ont know..
hmm lets see my god do i love jon. he's just amazing i couldn't ask for a more amazing friend i'm going down to see him soon in mass it's going to be just great. we've been talking for almost a month now but you'd think we'd have been best friends for our whole lives. i really don't know what i'd do with out him..words cant describe..my dads going to take me down to see him and i hope its reallllly soon cause i can't take being away from him any longer. it sucks so bad that he lives so far away because again him and i would be really great together..amazing even...but im so tired of this would be crap..distance sucks so bad..and it plays a lot in many of my relationships right now weather they be wanting to date relationships or friend relationships. there's so many people i want to see right now like dut he's the greatest and alex and rob and craig..different craig..i mean i'm going to see them all at the show but it's not the same i wish i lived in portland i mean living here is so pointless
hmm last night i just sat on webcam with jon and talked and had fun and i watched monster in law last night..such a good movie..and it's 9..i should be in bed but something woke me up and i just had an urge to write,,i've been writing a lot lately lyrics with guitar peices actually i feel so accomplished i can't wait to show craig buttt yeah..i'm gooing back to bed i have a pretty uneventful day today which i dont mind because im lazyyy...
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so craig called about 3 and we decided to meet at 6 and go up to augusta to do some shopping. he wanted some more button ups but he ended up getting some girl pants wich looked really good on him i might add. we ended up going to old navy pac sun the gap and ae. which was a LOT of fun. they have this couch in ae in the middle of the store and at first we just sat there to test it out but we ended up sitting there for like an hour just talking and it was really kind of romantic in a way and to be honest it was one of the best time i've ever had and i hope he knows that. then all of a sudden this guy comes in with a BRIGHT BRIGHT yellow shirt and BRIGHHHTTT red wind pants. he was asain and it was just the funniest thing everrr.
then after that we got in his car and drove back to fairfield. we had to stop at his moms house so we could get his bass. he's actaully really good. he said he whatever he played was just luck and that it was a one time thing and i thought that was pretty cute. we ended up talking about starting a band together or in his case a side project since he's already in one. where i'll be doing clean vocals and hell be doing screaming probably base. but it's going to be really different but great. we want it to sound trashy like daughters but then again completely different because of the female voice. since he's one of the best writers i know and i'm very good myself that won't be a problem and i just LVOE his voice i really do think it's amazing.
after that we went to wal mart..my god i haven't laughed that hard in soooo fucking long. idk what was so funny about it but there was this parking spot that had a cart in it..and instead of getting out and moving it he just sorta pushed it with his car..and to me that's just something you don't do and it cracked me up histaricaly to the point were i was crying. i mean..wow it was just so funny..then we went inside and bought a hair straightener because he needed a new one or something and then we get in the car and we start to leave the parkinglot and we notice this guy just standing there...like in the dark on the side of the road so we ride by.. kinda laughing because.. he was just standing there..and so i was like you should turn around and beep at him..and he turnes around and we start driving up on him reallllly really slow and once we got close enough we beeped the horn and took of really fast i mean..i just about died laughing..it was great..we have so much fun together..
then we went to hannahford to cash his check and dunkun doughnuts so he could get a coffee then we headed to the movies. we saw emily rose it was one of the best movies i've seen in a long time and scary might i add. not only was he scared but i was out of my seat for awhile. but really scared but just..fjsldjg freaky creepy kinda and i admit it got me. but all in all it was really good. then he took me home and we gave me a hug and getting a hug at the end of the night from anyone just makes me really happy and well i like his hugs..
but yeah i had a really good time one of the best i've had in a while
dating though just sucks...
i don't know if i want to start a relationship again or not
i really want to..but i want it to be with the right person. i mean craig would be great if one. he didn't have such a bad repuation with women and two. he didn't drink..its too bad too because we get along so well together about everything and he's so smart
but idk dating has so many advantages..no emotional crap that my last bf just killed for me. and its nice just going out and seeing with you want and whos different and having a good time..even though i already know what i want..but id ont know..
hmm lets see my god do i love jon. he's just amazing i couldn't ask for a more amazing friend i'm going down to see him soon in mass it's going to be just great. we've been talking for almost a month now but you'd think we'd have been best friends for our whole lives. i really don't know what i'd do with out him..words cant describe..my dads going to take me down to see him and i hope its reallllly soon cause i can't take being away from him any longer. it sucks so bad that he lives so far away because again him and i would be really great together..amazing even...but im so tired of this would be crap..distance sucks so bad..and it plays a lot in many of my relationships right now weather they be wanting to date relationships or friend relationships. there's so many people i want to see right now like dut he's the greatest and alex and rob and craig..different craig..i mean i'm going to see them all at the show but it's not the same i wish i lived in portland i mean living here is so pointless
hmm last night i just sat on webcam with jon and talked and had fun and i watched monster in law last night..such a good movie..and it's 9..i should be in bed but something woke me up and i just had an urge to write,,i've been writing a lot lately lyrics with guitar peices actually i feel so accomplished i can't wait to show craig buttt yeah..i'm gooing back to bed i have a pretty uneventful day today which i dont mind because im lazyyy...
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