To me, not that anyone else cares
I...still haven't heard from him. I don't know where he is, except not at the apartment and...Maybe it shows how different we felt. I mean...I really fell for him, And I though if I said that we should break up, he'd want to talk and...things would be good. I guess not though.
I guess in good news, I picked out my dress. I plan on filling two water balloons with cooked couscous-something mom makes at home sometimes, and...It should give a good bounce. Or maybe...jello and raw couscous, to give even more bounce. I dunno yet. I need to pick out my make-up, too. But, I dunno why I'm getting all excited about this-I heard people talking, bashing me for being ugly in the comp and that he'd win...but...I need to hold onto something, right?