i've been living just to see you smile ....
So if my life were a jigsaw puzzle, I think that it would be a retarded, left handed mongoose with rabies putting it together right now. Yep, as opposed to the blind 3 year old putting it together before. hmm. I just hope everything works out for the reason it is supposed to work out for. If I'm not supposed to teach, what am I supposed to be doing with my life? I don't really have a solid backup career plan, so I'm pretty much getting butt screwed right now. well, not literally. I'm glad that there are so many important people on my side though. I'm beginning to see that it can really be an advantage to make friends with your professors, beyond the fact that a lot of them are just cool people.
Things have to get better, now that Ben's back in my life. I just got his new studio album today, and everyone's got that one thing that can keep them going, and there's just something about his music that makes me see the world as beautiful again, even through all the crap that's happening right now. And how he inspires me - that's what I want to do in my own life. Inspire. Maybe it's just that teaching's not the avenue for me in which to do it. And as much as I've enjoyed college, I still feel like I'm not really doing any substantial good with my life right now, and I don't like that feeling. I want to move mountains and hearts. I might be a little over-ambitious, but I don't see anything wrong with that.
I am about to move, too. I guess in about two weeks! I'm excited, although it's not where I really want to move - europe. Yeah, for now I'm just movin a few minutes down Market. But it'll be good times. Well I hope, at least. You never do know what you're getting yourself into when you move in with new people, even ones you thought you knew well.
My nose itches. Hmm, doesn't that mean someone's talking about you, when your nose itches? Or well since it's 3 am, maybe someone is dreaming about me. Who knows. Well I am going to have some sweet dreams now :)
Things have to get better, now that Ben's back in my life. I just got his new studio album today, and everyone's got that one thing that can keep them going, and there's just something about his music that makes me see the world as beautiful again, even through all the crap that's happening right now. And how he inspires me - that's what I want to do in my own life. Inspire. Maybe it's just that teaching's not the avenue for me in which to do it. And as much as I've enjoyed college, I still feel like I'm not really doing any substantial good with my life right now, and I don't like that feeling. I want to move mountains and hearts. I might be a little over-ambitious, but I don't see anything wrong with that.
I am about to move, too. I guess in about two weeks! I'm excited, although it's not where I really want to move - europe. Yeah, for now I'm just movin a few minutes down Market. But it'll be good times. Well I hope, at least. You never do know what you're getting yourself into when you move in with new people, even ones you thought you knew well.
My nose itches. Hmm, doesn't that mean someone's talking about you, when your nose itches? Or well since it's 3 am, maybe someone is dreaming about me. Who knows. Well I am going to have some sweet dreams now :)