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wow i haven't been on here in months, but i figured it was about time i updated. i also needed to write this somewhere. cuz it's got me somewhere. idk. y is it so confusin
why is it that when things look up and get better you look back to the past as if it was better.
when it's gone it's gone, u can't relive what's already happened.
when u are reminded of the sadest of things by a simple song, that repeats itself over and over.
when u just can't forget, when u don't want to.
a time that was better but yet was worse.
now lighter and happier, yet still it hurts me.
what can be done, why can't i put it behind me. mabye because i remeber the good, mabye because i remeber the best. mabye because i wanted it to stay forever. but nothing lasts forever. you can't let what's happened bother you... you must move on. as much as it may hurt. you have too.
you just have too.... but it's so hard.
why is it that when things look up and get better you look back to the past as if it was better.
when it's gone it's gone, u can't relive what's already happened.
when u are reminded of the sadest of things by a simple song, that repeats itself over and over.
when u just can't forget, when u don't want to.
a time that was better but yet was worse.
now lighter and happier, yet still it hurts me.
what can be done, why can't i put it behind me. mabye because i remeber the good, mabye because i remeber the best. mabye because i wanted it to stay forever. but nothing lasts forever. you can't let what's happened bother you... you must move on. as much as it may hurt. you have too.
you just have too.... but it's so hard.