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[i_never_regret]

Well I had a dream last night and in my dream I took a knife to you. I slit your throat from ear to ear The wound was gasping for the air.....your scream so clear But every dream could never come true. Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you. With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth. And I will be, oh I will be, just lost. And I will be, oh I will be, just lost.Your heart Oh it's better to rush upon this blade Than give into the fear in your heart. These dreams never cease (Your heart) Your heart With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth. And I will be, oh I will be, just lost. just lost
 I watch the walls around me crumble, and i cant re- uild them, this person who was so strong so sure of herself is no longer here,she left, she's dead,and they all hate me.I cant even explain it right now, im seriously broken, i have 2 things left, my friends, and him.

*Song to MOM*

So love me gently with a chainsaw (chainsaw)
And take the glass against your wrists.
You know I am your worst nightmare,
But it's time to die.
You're worth more dead.
Tell me your fantasies,
I'll make you believe,
That I really care.
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So love me gently with a chainsaw (chainsaw)
I'll leave you like your father did.
I'll bite your lip so fucking, so hard.
And watch the innocence just drip