Sep 06, 2005 14:07
I moved closer to the bedroom. With every step my foot bled a little more.
I forgot about the pain. With every step she bit my lip a little longer.
She would kiss my neck a little softer, squeeze her legs a little harder,
digging her hips into my hips. And digging her nails into my back, wrap
her fingers around my hair and pull.
I eased her down from my arms, into the matress. Fresh sheets, and pillowcases
soft to the touch. Her eyes locked with mine, and as we both breathed heavily,
we knew what would happen next. The urges were too hard to ignore, as were her lips, and her legs.
As were my hands,and my eyes. So we gave in, into carnal sin that night,
on fresh sheets and pillow cases soft to the touch. We gave in to each others
wants and needs. Each others dreams and desires, as we closed our eyes, as we kissed.
The blood from my feet was staining the sheets, bright red was spreading,
it would never come out. Her nails would scar my back, the scratches long
and deep into my skin. She would bite her lower lip and moan softly into my ear,
as she would drag her fingers across the flesh. Her skin was so smooth, so delicate,
I knew this was painful, her moans gave it away, her expressions gave it away.
There was nothing to wonder about, I was hurting her, but she loved the pain.
She got off on it, whether it be emotional or physical, she loved being hurt.
And I finally understood, why him, why me, why love, why fuck. It was clear,
and as she looked up, as she looked into my eyes one last time, she understood me.