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[i_need_to_love]

count on me
count me amoungst the lifeless
don't count ON me!
i promise you
i've changed........
could yo love a different person?
would anything matter since i can take this knife deeper
because i can't chase the one i love
to meet the red pain in what i've said
kept in my thoughts
can't take words back
to replace with those of which, " i wish you'ld come back!"

i don't know what i'm going to do.....then again when do i ever? i'm going through another emo stage.... help me!!!!!!!!!!!

-shannon