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i am giving my hand and eyes a break for a while. haha, ang saya ng break, computer parin. i started doing my desprel plate kaninang 11pm yata tapos ngayon lang ako nakapahinga. and im not even finished yet! im being extra careful kasi ngayon making sure that there will be no stray pencil stokes anywhere, na sobrang gradual yung pag-blend ng colors, na sobrang straight ng margins.. pano ba naman, yung first plate ko na pinagpuyatan ko rin e 88% lang! tsk, ambaba talaga magbigay ng grade si carandang. buti na lang i like his subject. puro drawing kasi. tsaka magaling rin naman talaga siyang magturo, sobrang nagagamit yung creativity, nakaka-challenge. kaso mababa lang talaga mag-grade. o baka hindi lang talaga maganda yung mga pinapass ko.
lunch yesterday was different kasi my girlfriends and i had a "guest". haha, tomorrow meron rin yata.
i noticed that i havent posted anything about my other set of friends in csb. yung mga kasama ko mas madalas aside from my girlfriends. the other group (sila mel, mitel, chabs, anne, beau, rachel and rj) are the dl group in our block. however, the record was broken already last term kasi maraming natanggal sa list. among them, i consider mitel and mel my closest. ...at ngayong iniisip ko kung bakit sila yung pinakagusto ko, i cant think of any. siguro im just naturally comfortable with them. as if i can tell them anything and they'll understand. and maybe because they dont just take in what i say, they have their own opinion about things, unlike yung iba o-oo na lang sa mga kinekwento ko. and mostly siguro kasi i spend most of my free time with them. hmmm, yun lang. >_<
i typed this a while ago after eating dinner. ewan ko, bigla ko lang naisip. hindi naman siya malala. siguro i just dont want to carry these thoughts sa isip ko. baka kasi maulit yung traumaticexperience ko last term.
i cant imagine where they get the energy to do those things despite their already busy schedule in class. they still have grades to maintain, still have their own barkada aside duon, and even if their workload seems less unbearable because they're working with tested, responsible people, work parin! isa pa, the effort you put into it cant even be reflected sa resume, sa grades. takte, if i were only a year younger, di mangyayari 'to. scholars should just be sholars. involved only in academic affairs. hindi na sa mga ganitong crap. tsk, i am cursed for the rest of my stay in csb. takte.
marami pa 'to, actually. pero i chose not to post everything kasi baka may ma-offend. isipin niyo na lang na at least in my eyes, sobrang sipag at bibo niyo.
kanina pala i went sa blessed. nagkita na lang kami duon ni jr kasi madalas nandun siya sa computer shop ng step-brother niya sa pilar. ang saya nga kasi we reminisced sa mga places where we usually hang-out... and minsang nasasabihan na pda! hahaha! ...yung hall sa second floor where the lockers are is one of our favorite spots, yung stairs leading to third floor, yung nagtitinda ng fishballs sa tapat, yung table namin sa canteen where we usually meet, sleep and study every morning... haha, ang saya lang isipin. ^_^ good morning .