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its been a while since i last updated my journal... maybe medyo "crucial" lang kasi yung nangyayari ngayon and im afraid that if i say something wrong *again*, the consequence of it will be something ill not be able to handle.
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i've been to three debuts this week. last saturday was raizels. the floor planner/ interior designer/ organizer made the corinthians clubhouse one of the nicest views i ever saw. there were sand and shells, the centerpiece for every table was amazing, there were tables made out of rafts, end the food was great.
janelle's birthday was last wednesday. sa cecile's restaurant here in las pinas. ok lang, butterfly motif. the usual. but i had three rounds sa buffet table!
last night was chloe's party. sa royale estate clubhouse in las pinas.
im sure the party would have looked better if only it hadnt rained. sayang talaga. sobra pa naman yung preparations duon ni chloe. no one was expecting to rain that night. grabe nga e, it was the first time i cried in a debut. we (chloe and i) vowed pa naman that we will never shed a tear in our birthday. kasi we find those girls over-reacting *sometimes*. parang fake na lang yung tears kasi sobrang feel na feel yung celebration nila. "oooh, this is the moment! everybody is watching me, im the star this evening! and what better thing should i do? i will cry to get MORE attention! nobody will notice na nagpapansin ako. yes, i will cry." nakakatawa pa dun, yung ibang debutantes atre crying over "if ever you have a problem, dont hesitate to call me. you know naman that ill always be here for you." then the debutante will make this forced appreciative smile o kaya if she thinks its "the" moment na, she will cry. boohoo! haha, chloe and i never knew that it would be that emotional na pala when its the *real* moment na. you can never control your tears na. it will just keep on flowing. yuck to us! hahaha! galit na galit kami sa sarili namin after the program. but we were at the same time very happy kasi parang nasabi ko yung feeling ko sa kanya in public. i really really love chloe. she will remain my bestfriend for life even if we dont talk much anymore. no one can compare to her. (oh, maybe crisel. >_<)
as a result of attending too many parties, im learning how to do fancy gift-wrapping na! haha! it may be costly, all the ribbons and flowers and japanese paper, rafia and all.. pero it feels nice seeing your gift standing out amongst all the other gifts in the gift table. yay, anuba yun!
we went to island cove today. preparations for my debut.
ooh, my high school invited me to give a speech in the POP (parent orientation program). yahay!! tapos my fourth year adviser asked me to make a logo for a play she's directing (and producing din yata?) it will be called "Pag-ibig ni Rama". i have studies na nga and she's liking it! ^__^ here's one of my designs.
invite ko rin pala kayo to watch it pero wala pa akong details nung play, so next time na lang.
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then there's marc. i met him at the fop. and president pala siya ng org where my most of my friends are officers. i think the great pope is not in favor of him. not sure. he keeps on making side comments lang kasi sa mga text ni marc.