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So basically my life is going really fast right now...I'm really not sure where I am headed or where I'm going to end up in a year or so. I am hoping that things turn for the better soon, though, because much more of this is going to kill me =/
I am really happy for Brandi...I really hope things work out for her and Ken. I don't think he reads this anymore so I feel safe to say that I know it's killing her to not be with him. She says that he is dependent on knowing that people love him...and she's okay with being just another girl, as long as she's just another one of his girls. I just can't imagine feeling like second string. If Auston was like that, I think I'd die... hah.
Sam and I really aren't talking now...She lies too much and she hurts too many people. But whatever. She lost her best friend, guess that's what she gets.
Other than that...
Yesterday I went bowling with Auston and his family...I felt horrible. I like brought bad luck to the whole family. Auston's dad had 4 strikes in a row...he was doing *so good* and when his next turn came up, I jokingly said "no more strikes"....
he didn't get another strike the whole game.
Then on the way home, Holly (Auston's step-mom) got pulled over...scared the freaking crap outta me!! Her taillight was out...and we didnt' have our seatbelts on =/
Today we are gonna go to the movies with the family again =) I looooove his family. *So loved*
My grandpa isn't doing much better...we still don't know what's wrong...
Again, please pray.
Nikki
I am really happy for Brandi...I really hope things work out for her and Ken. I don't think he reads this anymore so I feel safe to say that I know it's killing her to not be with him. She says that he is dependent on knowing that people love him...and she's okay with being just another girl, as long as she's just another one of his girls. I just can't imagine feeling like second string. If Auston was like that, I think I'd die... hah.
Sam and I really aren't talking now...She lies too much and she hurts too many people. But whatever. She lost her best friend, guess that's what she gets.
Other than that...
Yesterday I went bowling with Auston and his family...I felt horrible. I like brought bad luck to the whole family. Auston's dad had 4 strikes in a row...he was doing *so good* and when his next turn came up, I jokingly said "no more strikes"....
he didn't get another strike the whole game.
Then on the way home, Holly (Auston's step-mom) got pulled over...scared the freaking crap outta me!! Her taillight was out...and we didnt' have our seatbelts on =/
Today we are gonna go to the movies with the family again =) I looooove his family. *So loved*
My grandpa isn't doing much better...we still don't know what's wrong...
Again, please pray.
Nikki