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Okay this is going to most likely be long and boring for those of you who don't care, don't read farther.
Ummm updates...
Okay so my Grandpa is not doing so well. He's home from the hospital and back in his bed in the front room...he doesn't eat much, he gets sick really easy, he's so weak he can barely talk. It's scaring the living crap out of me because I really don't know how much longer he can hold out. And I can't lose him. I just can't
This weekend however, was fun. I babysat with Auston alll weekend, Friday we babysat his little brother ((adorable!!!)) and then Saturday plans just suddenly came up and I got to go up North with him ((lmao Jess....for the first time!!!)) and meet some of his family that I didn't know well, or that I hadn't met at all before. It was adorable, cuddling with him in our PJs, just watching Titantic and Snow Dogs with the littleuns. So cute. He looked adorable. Even at 9 in the morning, when he just woke up, he was adorable.
I love that boy
Sadies is coming up...I am kinda bummed about not going. It would have been ((almost)) the 1 year anniversary of our first date. Our first date was last year's Sadies, Feb. 5th. The reason we hooked up. A lot of my friends don't understand why I am not going...I guess they don't understand me. I wouldn't have any fun. No, I'm not that pathetic that I need my boyfriend to feel happy, yes you guys you mean a lot to me too, yes I love you. But the whole thing would just remind me of why he couldn't be there. Why he most likely won't be at our next dance either. The whole thing would hurt. Each slow song...each time I saw a cute couple...I would remember why He wasn't there. Maybe that helps to explain it...maybe it doesn't...either way, it makes sense to me.
I have been getting closer to friends that I didn't know I had. Or friends that I greatly miss. Jess, I miss you. We had some fun times. We definatly need to keep getting closer again...who else can I miss the heck outta summer with?! Kayla...you are an awesome person. It's kinda nice that we are getting closer. I like it. So I hope we stay close too, that would be nice =)
OO and I got report cards today. I am so proud of myself. ((Did I use that right fellow Herfert students?)) I got a 3.883 on my GPA. But cumulative is only 3.5. I normally don't get proud of myself, because my brother always does better and my friends almost always do better, but just this once I want a chance to be proud.
And here it is =)
So anywho...Have fun all those who are going to Sadies. Good luck, have fun, etc.....
OOOOO but Auston might get internet soon. How sweet would that be? Now I could not only talk to him right before I get on the bus, when I get home, and before I go to sleep...but online!!!
hehe.
Our obsession may not be good hunnie...but I love it!!
=)
leave comments if you love me =)
<333 Nikki
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, The more I get of you, Ooh
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
Ummm updates...
Okay so my Grandpa is not doing so well. He's home from the hospital and back in his bed in the front room...he doesn't eat much, he gets sick really easy, he's so weak he can barely talk. It's scaring the living crap out of me because I really don't know how much longer he can hold out. And I can't lose him. I just can't
This weekend however, was fun. I babysat with Auston alll weekend, Friday we babysat his little brother ((adorable!!!)) and then Saturday plans just suddenly came up and I got to go up North with him ((lmao Jess....for the first time!!!)) and meet some of his family that I didn't know well, or that I hadn't met at all before. It was adorable, cuddling with him in our PJs, just watching Titantic and Snow Dogs with the littleuns. So cute. He looked adorable. Even at 9 in the morning, when he just woke up, he was adorable.
I love that boy
Sadies is coming up...I am kinda bummed about not going. It would have been ((almost)) the 1 year anniversary of our first date. Our first date was last year's Sadies, Feb. 5th. The reason we hooked up. A lot of my friends don't understand why I am not going...I guess they don't understand me. I wouldn't have any fun. No, I'm not that pathetic that I need my boyfriend to feel happy, yes you guys you mean a lot to me too, yes I love you. But the whole thing would just remind me of why he couldn't be there. Why he most likely won't be at our next dance either. The whole thing would hurt. Each slow song...each time I saw a cute couple...I would remember why He wasn't there. Maybe that helps to explain it...maybe it doesn't...either way, it makes sense to me.
I have been getting closer to friends that I didn't know I had. Or friends that I greatly miss. Jess, I miss you. We had some fun times. We definatly need to keep getting closer again...who else can I miss the heck outta summer with?! Kayla...you are an awesome person. It's kinda nice that we are getting closer. I like it. So I hope we stay close too, that would be nice =)
OO and I got report cards today. I am so proud of myself. ((Did I use that right fellow Herfert students?)) I got a 3.883 on my GPA. But cumulative is only 3.5. I normally don't get proud of myself, because my brother always does better and my friends almost always do better, but just this once I want a chance to be proud.
And here it is =)
So anywho...Have fun all those who are going to Sadies. Good luck, have fun, etc.....
OOOOO but Auston might get internet soon. How sweet would that be? Now I could not only talk to him right before I get on the bus, when I get home, and before I go to sleep...but online!!!
hehe.
Our obsession may not be good hunnie...but I love it!!
=)
leave comments if you love me =)
<333 Nikki
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, The more I get of you, Ooh
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?