what a long strange trip...no I will not use that quote
Well, it has been a while since I posted and so I thought to myself, I should post and let the world know how I am doing. Then I did a second thought, and right...the world doesn't care how I am doing. But whoever is reading this you mean the world to me so that is good enough for now. Anyways, what is new? Thanksgiving was another meal with my 40 something relatives all in their 70s, well not all of them..only the true hard core party people are over 70. I swear, they can hold their alcohol. Hmm...this whole past weekend I spent at Lindsay's house and that was awesome catching up with her again and watching Johnny Depp with her and her mother like we always do. Along came Claire on Saturday and we painted the town red. We laughed...and right I think that is all we did. We went shopping for underwear for Lindsay's and right, she is too god damn picky and ended up bringing Mean Girls instead (talk about the movie later) and right Claire and I found underwear that other Lakers were and it was quite disturbing...nightmares. So we went to Best Buys and that was where Lindsay bought her prize and Claire got a free ten dollar card with her purchase. Then we went to eat at the place Lindsay works at up in Keene and right I got free drinks, not the fun kind but they were still free. We broke bread, but I forget to pray or something. We brought candy and went home to watch Mean Girls because I had not seen it before and so they forced me to watch which I am so thankful they did because the movie was grand. It was sad learning the fact that at camp the Huculllmos are the PLastics...like really sad, and also the best thing ever!If you have watched the movie and know who the four Huculllmos are that try to figure out who is who because it works out so god damn well. Then try to figure out who other Lakers are and man, have yourself a long hard laugh. We rock so much. We, meaning I, called Jill, but "Boo you whore" never called back because she is too good for us or something. Anyways...then we pulled some tricks out of our evil minds and right...helped lindsay clean her room kinda. I don't know it was a fun strange trip..all I can say about that.
Other than that, life has been worth living. I have all my college shit some where now it is just a matter of sending it all out. Which is not going to be fun at all. I still want to kill one person that for some reason will not leave me alone and recked my plans on Weds. night because HE WAS GOING TO THE SAME FUCKEN CONCERT YET HE DIDN"T EVEN KNOW THE BAND THAT WAS PLAYING ONLY SOME FUCK HEAD THAT FUCKED SOMEONE AT THE LAKE WHO HE HAD KNOWN LESS THAN A WEEK AND THE WORSE THING ABOUT THE FUCK WAS THE LOCATION OF THE FUCKING AND I DIDN"T GET TO HANG OUT WITH MY TOO GREAT FRIENDS MARISSA AND LAUREN WHO WERE JUST HOME FOR THE WEEKEND ALL BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO SEE HIM BECAUSE THE PLACE WERE THE CONCERT WAS BEING HELD WAS A SMALL PLACE WHERE YOU BUMP INTO EVERYONE WHO IS THERE AND I AM NOT READY TO BUMP INTO THIS ASSHOLE AGAIN AND ARGH
okay my life is fine besides that
and I am sorry Jesse about you losing the love...don't give up unless something awful happened. One of us should be happy and not hate love all that much. But thank you for trying to make me feel better about myself...but no matter what you do nothing will change how I feel about myself...only I am in control of that factor. Thank you for trying.
Other than that, life has been worth living. I have all my college shit some where now it is just a matter of sending it all out. Which is not going to be fun at all. I still want to kill one person that for some reason will not leave me alone and recked my plans on Weds. night because HE WAS GOING TO THE SAME FUCKEN CONCERT YET HE DIDN"T EVEN KNOW THE BAND THAT WAS PLAYING ONLY SOME FUCK HEAD THAT FUCKED SOMEONE AT THE LAKE WHO HE HAD KNOWN LESS THAN A WEEK AND THE WORSE THING ABOUT THE FUCK WAS THE LOCATION OF THE FUCKING AND I DIDN"T GET TO HANG OUT WITH MY TOO GREAT FRIENDS MARISSA AND LAUREN WHO WERE JUST HOME FOR THE WEEKEND ALL BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO SEE HIM BECAUSE THE PLACE WERE THE CONCERT WAS BEING HELD WAS A SMALL PLACE WHERE YOU BUMP INTO EVERYONE WHO IS THERE AND I AM NOT READY TO BUMP INTO THIS ASSHOLE AGAIN AND ARGH
okay my life is fine besides that
and I am sorry Jesse about you losing the love...don't give up unless something awful happened. One of us should be happy and not hate love all that much. But thank you for trying to make me feel better about myself...but no matter what you do nothing will change how I feel about myself...only I am in control of that factor. Thank you for trying.