random shit, im really confused right now.
well this summer i promised myself i was going to stay out of drama.but that didn't happen, people are breaking up all over the place, and then ppl that shouldn't be together are getting together,and people who say they love someone really don't and its making me mad.ive decided to get my nipples pierced! so there is at least one good thing about this, hopefully i will have it by next week lol. so thats exciting for me. some ppl think its gross but if u have ever seen it, it looks so cool, plus i LOVE piercings so im really excited about a crazy one like this. ok but moving on with the main subject, lately i have been just really angry at a lot of things, im tired of ppls shit, i really am. i don't want to do it anymore, i can't stand some of the things ppl are doing right now, i even started smoking again, my friend got me a pack yesterdy. and right now its like the only thing that is actually calming me down.that and hanging out with meghan, i feel like i can really talk to her about stuff, not just her i can teel ren stuff too but she is so sad so i can't at least not right now. i don't even want to go to warped tour that much anymore but i will cuz i already bought my ticket. im going with bryan, yup. and it seems like everyone i know has found "love" or is finding it and then there is me, its not fair i want that too!! i want to be with someone too, i don't know who yet but i really want that. well im gonna go smoke peace out