Oct 12, 2004 09:54
I fuckin live for sunny days... Miss lexi and I should be at the beach right now, im sick of Mr Beach calling our names.............!
Crazy 21st for the weekend ahead... goin up to echuca to go boarding on sat morning and then getting wasted afterwards, will be MASSIVE!!!
Shit with the family is still weird and most of all fucked up. I wish if they were gonna break up just fucking do it instead of pretending to still be married when its convenient! And TELL THE FAMILY, its been 5 months now and im over compulsively lying! I would be able to get over it so much quicker and I know Dad would too.
Christmas will be just so lovely while they put on their "perfect marriage" infront of family while family friends, Troy and I sit there and have to carry on thier bullshit lie. Im not gonna tell the family its not my position to tell. Mum broke up the marriage so get some fuckin balls mum and finish what you have done and quit the lies!
I feel like I have matured a shit load since all this has happened, like I am the adult in all of this, they are being like high school teenagers. But now, its like ive kinda moved on from my friends, I dont want to. HELL i dont want to but the shit that they hold against you and bitch about and the fact that no one can make their own opinions, they wont get over stuff yada, yada, yada.
Because they're all caught up in that they dont support you when times are tough and even help you celebrate leaving a cunt of a job and getting a new one! Oh and that they help you get. All I ask if for friends to be true, supportive and there when you need them... is that too much?