Life is the worst possible thing ever
Today was good......keyword being "was"..Kate Alex Bridget and i went to the Auburn mall and had a really fun time, i bought a new outfit for Monday and was wicked excited to wear it until eric says "who are you trying to impress?" and that just made me sad. We all had a really good time and laughed and all that shit a lot. Then brdiget came back to my house and we had Roger and Amber over for a little while, we watched movies and ate i guess...then Kate came over and brought Roger home and we all went to Stop and Shop and bought ramdom things and then came home. Then a bunch of crazy shit happened that made me hate life more then i already do. Now its 3 in the morning and Kate Amber and Bridget are in the other room on the phone with eric. I'm in one of those moods where i'm just like "i wanna go run out in traffic, or i wanna shoot myself in the face" i haven't felt like that in a few days so i give myself props for that. Over all this whole week i have been extremely happy and joyful or whatever and now i'm thinking and i don't know. i guess i should just shut the fuck up cuz whatever i say doesn't fucking matter anyway GOD I FUCKING HATE LIFE!!!!!!!!! if you have a gun and wanna waste a bullet i live on Mountain rd!