Jul 11, 2007 21:53
I really don't understand why people have to be so absolutely horrible to each other. i mean if you don't talk to someone for months, what makes them out of the blue want to start communicating with you. i mean if it was a hey how are you, i could understand. but why go out of your way to make someone else miserable. especially when you're the one at fault. can't we just move on with our lives? and forget the past and move on with people you do like and care about. or are you so pathetic you need to make other people feel like shit for your own happiness? and those people that continuously hurt people. and think they can get away with it, well... karma's gonna come around eventually so don't get too comfortable.
i just wish that once in a while we could just live our lives without trying to ruin someone else's day. i mean i know i used to be a terrible person, but i've been working to change. and from what i've heard, i have changed and i'm a different person now. which is what i want to be. i don't want to be that person who starts shit with people.
and i'm trying not to care what people think about me. because people are going to think what they want, no matter what you do or say. if people want to call me a whore and a prostitute and a bitch and pathetic and ugly and fat and tell me that no one will ever care about me, so be it. they aren't worth my time. but i know that there are people out there that care about me and are there to catch me if i start to fall.
but if you wanna judge someone on their actions, at least find out the causes for their actions first and give the person a chance. yeah maybe they might not make the same choices as you, but does a friendship mean it'll turn you into the same person? if you're at a party, it's not anyone else's choice that involves you. YOU choose whether or not to drink or smoke or do whatever. and if you want to give up a on a meaningful friendship because of someone else's actions, then not only are you ignorant, but you're blind. if that person is really important to you, then you'll know there are ways to be around that person and have fun and not feel like their choices will involve yours.
so think about it. you might be surprised. that person you are ignoring or treating like dirt could turn into someone absolutely amazing for you. if you would have the courage to suck up your own issues and give them a chance.