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[i_miss_the_90s]

so i have to gove a humongous (spelling?) thanks to Elyse and Jamie because they made my week so much better by telling me that they care about me and are there for me. i know how lucky i am to have friends like you guys, and i appreciate you so much. thank you for being there for me and cheering me up after a long stressful night.

anywho

molly, elyse, and jamie also convinced me to text kyle. (oh and of course kali helped) so i was just like:

hey, this is Nikki (Dan's friend), i wanted to know if that offer to go to starbucks with you was stil open :)

and that was at like 08.30 pm. dan told me to just relax and wait, but it's the waiting that kills! i hope kyle is as nice as he seems. they say he used to be a bastard, but he's a lot better now. he can't be that bad if he hangs out with dan and zander and that group. it's just so frustrating because he's one of those guys who could get any girl he wanted, besides his low self-esteem. so of course, like any teen-age girl, i am forced to ask myself:

if he could get any girl, why would he choose me?

but i know it's all because of my low self-esteem.

i really hope he responds tomorrow. and yes yes i will make sure to call everyone once i get an answer, assuming he remembers who i am...

i think i might go ponder this all while i try to sleep tonight.

i also have to wake up early because guess who forgot about their huge drivers ed assignment that's due tomorrow. i have to wake up super early, meaning like 07 or 08 ish so i can find 10 newspaper articles. i might search online a bit...

i'm pretty much procrastinating (spelling?) now...

grr i don't want to go to class tomorrow...

i should probably go now.

laters.