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[theatregeek94]

i miss the love.
no, no,
not that boyfriend love
or that girlfriend love
that everyone seems to think
im talking about
when i say i miss the love.
i miss the care
and the warmth
and the are you okays?
and the laughs
and how we never made fun
how we never hurt feelings
i miss the love
that we had
in our little theatre group
that
nothing-will-ever-tear-us-apart,
that
this-will-never-end,
that
our-family-will-go-on-forever
sort of love.
that love.
i miss it.
look at us,
the downers.
look at us,
all pathetically emotional
no! youre leaving!
no! my best friend!
no! ill never see you...
never see you ever again...
i know its true.
but
what happened to the time
when i could just say
well leave us now
ill always love you!
come back soon!
and wave as you smile and left?

maybe
if we still had
that love
maybe
you wouldnt
leave us now.